thinking...

thought...

i sometimes think about what sort of person i am, and what sort of person i want to be. i feel like with getting older things are becoming more clear. i think the real advantage to getting older is that you can really look back and reflect on a longer span of time. when youre 25 and life feels like it just sucks, its easy to feel confused because there is no solid point of reference to use as reassurance that things will improve. but as i get older, i feel more comfortable in knowing that while sometimes life really does suck, the bad times dont stick around too long.

i had a rough go in my early 20's, but now in my 30's, those days seem like such a distant memory. there was a point where life was just not doing me any favors. when it rains it pours, and it was monsoon season for paul and his life. haha.

anyway, regardless of how bad things got, they did eventually improve, and i realize now that time will wash some of the bad stuff away.